hey, i had it coming to me.

this is what i get for being an over-hopeful silly little girl.

depressing music ftw....ah....

no one will know no one will know no one will know

it's been like 3 hours gaby, you still can't get to sleep?

no, no i can't. i've sunk again. badly. i feel how numb i'm getting. i can't sleep. i can't cry. i'm just...here.

i knew it was true...i just...it's kind of a slap in the face but nothing really different from all the other shit that's happened to me...

whatever, you know?

just another heart break...but...we'll get through it. i'll get over it and be a big girl and make this work despite how much it hurts.

i can do this.

.......................i dont know if i can do this

ugh why am I listening to this

Sitting here alone and sad. Really just wanting love.