To Say Goodbye.

Where have the months, the weeks, the days, the unforgettable seconds that we shared gone by? Did they wisp away as the night we first met seized our meaning of what a child would call love? I probably never will gain that understanding of our short time together, but in the near future, I hope you'll realize that throughout those moments, one thing never changed. Dear, that was, is, and always will be, my love for you. I don't think you understand something, my dearest. I've been slowly opening my eyes to your beauty, to your lovely essence that makes me inevitably cascade into the abyss that is helplessly loving you. And once I fell, no matter my efforts to grunt my way out, I was intertwined with you forever.

A blind man, you may call me, for not seeing the light that you drastically shed upon me and have been casting since the dawn that you unbelievably started loving me. But as you slept so soundly beside me that night, your lovely hair sprawling messily yet perfectly across the pillow, you might say I had the greatest epiphany a man can ever have. With our star seeping in through the near window, gleaming on you, in serene state of dreams, I felt that I would never get myself detached from you. I realized that you were the happiness that punctured my emptiness, that completed the lonely man I had been dragging a along beside me in vain. Study, study, study. All my mind was ever capable of conjuring was things like get to school, get home, do homework. And then, when you kissed me softly that first time, my mind oppressed, did not think about any of those things, just the magic of what a woman can do to a man, and has failed to return to this day.

And though it burdens me to observe you as you walk, so gracefully and without a care in the world, I can't help but marvel at the woman I once held in my arms, once kissed with a passion that made me drunk with haze and love. You are taken by another, simply because you are stunning, captivating, and have a personality that lures people into wanting more of you. I guess I'm one of those people.

Now, I promised you that I'd wait for you. I will keep my word. All you have to do is let me know, and darling, I'll be in the shadows, diligently picking up any pieces that may have been shattered, placing that loose strand of hair back behind your ear, just like we used too. But until then, I will wait in the wings, watching over you and making sure that you walk on your path without an obstacle to great, without a tear to much. I love you, and have this remind you of all that we have shared, and maybe just in my thoughts, will share again.