I'm not the type to do this, I actually really hate quoting people, but it's what got me to get off of Tumblr, having been reading and looking at the most grotesque things, and realize that it might be easier to write than I think it is. I mean... If this girl could do it, feeling pretty much dead on the way I do, I could do it too. I'd like to think that I'm going to be blogging in segments here, having started with my cutting, but this had to be posted.
"Everything about life just hurts these days, it hurts so fucking bad. It hurts to wake up every morning and breath. It hurts to smile whether it’s genuine or not. It hurts to laugh and love. It hurts to trust and be trusted. It hurts every time I drag that blade across my skin but it hurts not to as well. It hurts to have hope. It hurts knowing it’s going to hurt tomorrow. It’ hurts just to be. It hurts to live altogether. It hurts having more bad days then good days. It hurts how people think every day is a good day for you. Everything just hurts. It just fucking hurts."
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